Friday, September 08, 2006
OK! Wad do i haf to say today! FUCKING HELL!!!! Damn dulan today la.... Morning all tat ok... Afternoon oso ok... Nite time b4 tis still ok... Reach home den the dulaness begins! Supposed to write wad happened but now i wan to write abt other things le la...
Inspired by kaiyan and encouraged by my owner and fated... So i shall blog abt it now! Just to let u guys knoe, (or just her alone) Im just gonna stop everything and lead a normal life... Stop tinking abt everything and gif myself a fking break! Stop her misery and make her feel better! Pls dun ask mi y, i just wanna let the few knoe... Dun feel like mentioning at the second time... Sry feli! Cannot tell u cos if i repeat the story im afraid i cannot take it! Just wanna let her knoe y i wanna stop...
The main reason is tat i dun wan to make her suffer? I dun wan her to feel sad for mi... Because if she does, i will feel so fking guilty can? I just wanna end her misery and just be her lame fren! Sry guys if u're supporting mi! Just pray for mi tat i will get over it and continue my life! My love for u doesnt end... But i expect nth frm u... Just gd frens k?
Anyway, i just tot thru abt it la... If I continue rite, den I will make her suffer more lor… Y nt just end her misery and make her happier? I would rather her to be happy than to be sad of mi! Wads the pt of pestering her when she doesn’t haf any feelings for mi? Im not as almighty as God so I cant chg her mind set… So I’ll just live as a commoner would and tink abt it no more I suppose… Well im aching all over now… Physically and mentally… Nid time to recuperate! UR LAME AND STUPID KEVIN IS COMING BACK! STAY TUNED!
(: Happy and sad at the same time! ):
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