Monday, July 09, 2007
this is whr it all ends. its finally over. time to move ahead. life is more than just a fren. or even a closed fren or family....
"I'll try," she said as he walked away.
"Try not to lose you."
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.
Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.
"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."
Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.
i realli meant it. im serious. u disappoint mi again and again. i dun understand u and u dun understand mi. maybe it would be better for us to go on our own ways. u forced mi to say wad i usually wont say. i didnt want to say tat, but u make mi say it. u drive mi to the edge of the cliff. i haf to save myself because im selfish. so i haf to pull u down the cliff. u told mi tat u didnt care, but i doubt so. because i knoe tat u still care. maybe its the way u speak, it disappoints mi everytime. wa sian la i sound so emo =.= oh well no words can explain my feelings now. let time heal the wounds den.
7:43:00 pm